Will things ever be the same?

My daughter Evelyn (Chihuahua) Chang text me today. It came so unexpected and really surprised me. I guess I really felt distant between me and my two daughters ever since I've been back from China. Things just aren't the same any more between us.... To me nothing has changed on my end, but I didn't realize how much distant it has grew between me and my daughters.

I now can feel that they don't trust me as much as they used to anymore....there are now secrets and things that they would not tell me about even if I ask or confront them about. Especially now that they are entering the stage of liking guys and perhaps even being with someone already. They failed to realize the fact that they are still young and these puppy loves are insignificant compared to what God will bring along in the future.

Since when did I became such a bad father? It wasn't like we never taught them about these things....but where did everything starting going wrong? Was it the fact that I left for 4 months?I really wish things could go back to how they were when they're both naive, innocent, and down to earth with no secrets to hide.

I miss the old them.....will things ever be the same?

Trip to Mexico!

Last Saturday, a bunch of us from church went down to Mexico for a short mission trip to deliver the goods that was collected amount the rest of our congregation. I can't begin to tell you how bless I was to be able to go on this trip.

Here are some of the awesome moments of our trip!

























Although it didn't go as planned due to some lack of planning and communication, but by the grace of God it all worked out at the end and the mission was still successfully accomplished!Gracias Señor!

p.s. Thanks to everyone that went! It was a honor serving w/ you all!

Thank you....

Thanks to all of you who took me to the happiest place on earth for steak. I had a really great time with all of you! Although Green and Chihuahua couldn't make it, it was still fun....but just different w/o having them around. I really miss the times when we were all able to be there.....I guess the older you get....the less available you are. Gosh....i m so old.....I hate it....

The Secret Place....

So....the secret place I was talking about in the last post was The Rock Church in San Diego. It was really exciting to be there because there was a Chris Tomlin concert going on there. For those of you who don't know him, he is one of the greatest artist in modern worship. I've always wanted to go to his concert and now I finally got to see him in action. I love the way how his concert felt more like a church worship set then an actual concert. It wasn't so much of a show but a true genuine session of worship. Something else that really sparked the night and made his concert so great was the unforgettable word shared by Louie Giglio. It really made me thinkn about HOW GReAT IS OUR GOD, which happened to be the name of this tour. I love everything about this concert and how it just floats all together. Anywayz.....I wish you all get a chance in your lifetime to go to one of his concerts, it's truely amazing!

Tonight....a secret....

Tonight I will be heading off to a secret place! I'm really excited about it and can't wait til it's time to go! It was kind of a last min thing since I really shouldn't be going anywhere considering the fact that I will be leaving next day in the morning to go to China....but who cares!

I will keep this place a secret for now.....I will put more updates to share after I return from it! Stay tune!

Here I go again....

Tomorrow I will be leaving for China again! However, this time will only be a short two weeks trip instead of the 4 months like my last trip. The purpose of my trip is to make sure we have enough support for the upcoming holiday season and also to help my friend Liz since it's her first time to China!

I'm very excited about my trip but at the same time I feel sad because I know I'm going to miss my kids and friends.....please keep me in your prayers for my trip and as well as the things I'll be doing there. Thanks yall!

It's been awhile...

It's been awhile since my last post.....life has been really really busy since I've came back....I guess life is a lot simpler in China. As we all know that I might be going back so maybe you'll see more blogs from me then.....