Wave watching...

When I go to the beach, I love to just sit and watch the waves washing onto the beach. It never seize to amaze me!

People come and go, kids dig and play, leaving foot prints and marks behind on the beautiful beach. However, when the wave hits the beach, it washes everything thing away as if no one has ever left a mark there.

This reminds me of how our lives is like the beach. It could be left with all kind of scars and marks from our mistakes, hurts, or hard times in life. However, God's love is like the waves of the ocean, it washes everything away and restore us over and over again. No matter how many times we're left with scars and marks, the wave of His love will never stop restoring the beaches of our lives.

Thank you God for your never ending love!

Baby crave...

This is my Baby Marbella!

This past weekend, I visted a friend at the hospital who had just delivered an adorable baby girl. Just by seeing this amazing little creature, I all of a suddent started to crave for babies! Babies are such a blessing and a bundle of joy from God! I want one of my own!!! Will someone please make me a baby??? or let me borrow theirs??? Iz??? Cindy and I are still waiting for u to pop that baby out!!!! Any minute now!!!

Confession...

I know the rumor has it that I got secretly married in China...and I think its time that I come clean....its true....so guess I'll be staying out here in China for awhile...but don't worry...I'll eventually be going back :)

Where does HE want me?

I've been having quite a bit of self debates for the past couple of months...

Where does God want me to be?

I really love serving in the youth ministry...but yet at the same time, I would really love to help my dad out at his church. He has asked me a couple of times and my mom has been pretty much guilt tripping me for not helping him....

I'm really praying and asking God to lead me to where He wants me to be...but it has been a few months...and I still don't have an answer...what could this mean?

I just felt like running...

Today I ran for 3 miles w/o stopping...

I haven't really been running since last year's 5K EIF REVLON Breast Cancer run/walk, so I was really surprised that I was able to go that long w/o having to stop. The funny thing is that when my body is telling me to stop with all kind of pain and soreness, my mind is telling me, I just felt like running...

That really reminded me of the saying "When there's a will, there's a way." Kind of weird and strange...but hey...it worked for Forrest and it worked for me! Tomorrow I'm going to shoot for 4 miles! Ohhhh! As I was looking for a picture of Forrest, I came across another cool run for good cause! The Run Forrest Run 5K! It looks freaking awesome! Although it's all the way out in Monterey, I would totally take a road trip out there just to participate! Anyone down for a road trip???

Feelings...

How are you feeling today?



Feeling really weird lately....been going through all kind of mixed feelings and emotions...but at the end of the day...I still don't know exactly how or what I felt...

Yes, I know its weird...but I don' t know why this is happening...

I Surrender All...

I just came acrossed a song that I haven't heard in years....

All to Jesus I surrender
All to Him I freely give
I will ever love and trust him
In his presence daily live

I surrender all,
I surrender all
All to Thee my blessed Savior
I surrender all

All to Jesus I surrender
Humbly at his feet I bow
Worldly pleasures all forsaken
Take me, Jesus, Take me now

I surrender all,
I surrender all
All to Thee my blessed Savior
I surrender all

I never realized how beautiful the lyrics are until now. How awesome it is to be able to surrender our all to Jesus? Why is it so hard for us to do so? Why is it that some times we let worldy pleasure or our selfish desiers take over our will instead of surrendering it all to Jesus?

Lord, I want to be able surrender my all to You! To ever love and trust You with my all! Please give me the wisdom and strength to do so! Amen!