Where does HE want me?

I've been having quite a bit of self debates for the past couple of months...

Where does God want me to be?

I really love serving in the youth ministry...but yet at the same time, I would really love to help my dad out at his church. He has asked me a couple of times and my mom has been pretty much guilt tripping me for not helping him....

I'm really praying and asking God to lead me to where He wants me to be...but it has been a few months...and I still don't have an answer...what could this mean?

I just felt like running...

Today I ran for 3 miles w/o stopping...

I haven't really been running since last year's 5K EIF REVLON Breast Cancer run/walk, so I was really surprised that I was able to go that long w/o having to stop. The funny thing is that when my body is telling me to stop with all kind of pain and soreness, my mind is telling me, I just felt like running...

That really reminded me of the saying "When there's a will, there's a way." Kind of weird and strange...but hey...it worked for Forrest and it worked for me! Tomorrow I'm going to shoot for 4 miles! Ohhhh! As I was looking for a picture of Forrest, I came across another cool run for good cause! The Run Forrest Run 5K! It looks freaking awesome! Although it's all the way out in Monterey, I would totally take a road trip out there just to participate! Anyone down for a road trip???

Feelings...

How are you feeling today?



Feeling really weird lately....been going through all kind of mixed feelings and emotions...but at the end of the day...I still don't know exactly how or what I felt...

Yes, I know its weird...but I don' t know why this is happening...